Trembling Blue Stars “Letter Never Sent” from their 1998 “Lips That Taste Of Tears”. Amor Louco.
If I knew you didn’t miss me,
If I knew you didn’t think of me,
If I knew your feelings for me
Were dead and buried,
It would be hard, but not as hard as
This knowing you still care –
It would be easier
Than knowing there’s still something there.
I know how you don’t need this
But I just can’t keep quiet.
You’ve left me feeling so lost,
Where do I go with it?
I know you have a new life,
I know you’re not unhappy,
But don’t you just want things easy?
So go ahead and hate me,
Would you admit it ever?